Sunday, March 15, 2009

it's still difficult

as i go to the thumbnail in the right column over there...
"I started this blog on April 21, 2008. On April 13th, my sweet Linda died after battling pancreatic cancer for 4 years. I had been composing her blog since October 2007 when we returned from England. It was time for that to end, and my new journey to begin."

as i enter the final month of this first year, this incredible year of firsts....i can feel so much welling up to the surface. most days i've been doing really "well," whatever that means. but as this anniversary approaches, i'm feeling pretty vulnerable. i will, as always, continue to rely on my friends for love and support. with much gratitude for all the blessings in my life, new and old.